I knew you were trouble when you walked in

Es kommt mir vor, als sei es eine Ewigkeit her gewesen, seit ich gepostet habe.

Dabei war es doch nur ein Monat. Was in diesem Monat alles passiert ist, was sich alles verändert hat. Ich kann mich nicht entscheiden ob mich das ängstigt oder einfach nur verunsichert. 

Beides scheiße. 

Aber eigentlich war der Monat gar nicht so schlecht.

Ich werfe einfach mal einige Stichwörter rein, die meine erlebten Geschehnisse in eure Köpfe setzen soll - für entsprechende Bilder wird weiter unten gesorgt.

Vatertag, Werre, Spontanität, grillen, Alkohol,

 Freunde, Liebe, Hass, Lachen, weinen, zusammenbrechen,

 Monopoly, Karten spielen, anschreien, küssen, versöhnen,

 Unsicherheit, auswärts essen, Bali Therme, Gartenhütte, 

Familie, Arbeit, Sonne, Schule, Abhängigkeit, 

Einsamkeit, Schmerz, Verwirrung

  

I think, think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks
so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me. 

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground